i'm giving it.

i am right here

being ridiculous

if only wishing worked

we might be

life is crazy

this is not the right time

to call you mine

so many times

You are teaching me something

like You always are

i just hope that someday will happen

if not for us together

for us with the right people

if my mind could wrap around that

now i am being absolutely ridiculous

and everything i wish i would never be.

something to remember me by.

i made you a mix 

of a majority of my favorite songs.

i'm not sure if i should give it to you.

You are in control.

help me figure out what to do.

i will wait, because it is right.

You know everything.

and what is good for me.

thanks.

if i would have it my way

it would not be as good.

this could not be wrong all together.

just right now it is not the time.

i am going to miss caroline and gaby.

but i will be over there shortly. 

and then i will have more people to miss.

but i cannot wait!

i'm glad i have a passport. 

it makes me feel more free.

i can just get up and leave the country if i want.

of course i won't but it is an exciting thought to 

think. 

i cannot thank You enough.

You are so good to me.