we were the only things God didn't have his eyes on.

it's beautiful, but scary at the same time.

babyhead is dancing, i think he likes folk music.

i am scared for next semester. it will be a lot of work and yet i am doing this to myself. haha.

looking back at all of those pictures make me remember all the great times we had. when we were friends. when we were going through hard times. i'm glad we have both gotten out of them. 

fun bike this weekend!

pro-crastination.

i hate that i cannot just sit down and write if i have to.

i wish i was good at writing. 

last night i heard beautiful music, and went to a neat coffee shop that i would hope to frequent, but probably won't. i need to learn how to get out and spend more time with You. more time "alone"  

i feel comfortable in long beach, i want to explore more. 

next year will be interesting, will this last?

i want to be self aware, but not self conscious. 

i realized that i want so much.

why do people say be tolerant. but do not tolerate?

i hope your heart become softened.

technically i have two hours.

and "i will just be like well i have this much time"

i hope i can make people think differently.

happy birthday dear friend.

i'm glad that we have gotten to know each other, shared ourselves, and accepted each other for who we are. i really do pray for you, not that you would die.... of course. 

on another note. 

we have grown apart so much. some things happen for a reason. if that would not have happened i don't think i would be with all of the good friends i am now. at times i am still sad that we are no longer friends. i miss you, but i am even more sad to see who you have become. 

please feelings stop.

i feel jealous.

i really want a different bike.

why do fixed gears slash road bikes have to be so much fun?

i also feel like a follower.