pro-crastination.

i hate that i cannot just sit down and write if i have to.

i wish i was good at writing. 

last night i heard beautiful music, and went to a neat coffee shop that i would hope to frequent, but probably won't. i need to learn how to get out and spend more time with You. more time "alone"  

i feel comfortable in long beach, i want to explore more. 

next year will be interesting, will this last?

i want to be self aware, but not self conscious. 

i realized that i want so much.

why do people say be tolerant. but do not tolerate?

i hope your heart become softened.

technically i have two hours.

and "i will just be like well i have this much time"

i hope i can make people think differently.