you disgust me.

do you really think i am stupid? or blind for that matter.

you clearly don't think about any one else's feelings. 

so sorry you're lonely.

there are other things that you could do.

fears have become reality.

you sicken me. 

i want to rip my hair out and make a scene.

but that would kill her.

it wouldn't be right for me to do that.

where is this line? 

i will keep trying to deal with this.

this week will be hard.

every time i see you i will think of this.

you know this.

i have told you.

i asked you.

you lied.

how long has it been? 

did you lie then?

all of these questions.

i can't leave thinking about this.

i need to deal with this soon

before i explode or something.

i can't handle this position you have put me in.

oh Lord, help me.