Thursday, June 26, 2008

last straw.

i have lost another friend.
maybe even two.

the things i heard you say.
i am disgusted. 
please don't talk about me.
bad about me especially to him.
or to her. 
or anyone.

i am not jealous because i liked him.
this disgusts me. 
i cannot believe you treated her like that.
how could you ever?

i can be civil to you.
but never be friends with you again.

i pray for guidance in this situation
and comfort. 

hopefully i will not have to deal with this
stupid stuff even more.
and i won't have to explain the situation again.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

i am honored that you allowed me to read your words, but i must admit, my dear, i am always slightly confused.
but i think you may have wanted it that way. haha.
(i usually do that too.)

please remember that if you ever want to talk/vent i'm here. you have my aim. and other things. and if you don't, i don't mind. i am never going to pry about what's going on with you, but this summer has been hell and back for me. and so i don't mind hearing about other's lives whom i care about. regardless of anything.

love you. praying for you. thanks for being real and seeking Christ in everything.