i miss long beach.

it is so much easier to keep in touch being there. 

i miss the weather.

the people.

i feel out of touch.

when i am in one place or another 

i don't hear from people.

there i feel free.

i am able to keep my room, my car,

and everything else in my life 

the way i want it.

i choose my classes and schedule

choose if i want to be messy.

it is wonderful.

according to my father i am always messy.

whether there is one thing on the ground or 

the floor is covered.

i can never please him

maybe he is just complaining to me so he has a 

reason to talk.

anyway.

i got baptized sunday.