tomorrow is really tomorrow.

six months will be a good way to get away from my stupidity.

well it probably wouldn't have happened if i wasn't

going away. haha. 

well.

tomorrow i am leaving. i am going to be embarking on my journey.

i hope i will stop thinking about minor things over here while i am over there.

that will hopefully be forgotten.

last week i also realized what my greatest fear is...

to be replaced.

life and people will go on. they should.

it would be selfish of me not to let it.

or hope that it wouldn't.

i will keep in touch with those i keep in touch with.

those that really matter. those that see me when i am here.

those that visit me while i am forty five minutes away.

those that i will truly miss. yesterday i said goodbye to

people that i am that close to that i can count on two hands.

today and tomorrow morning i will say goodbye to three.

tonight i hope to have a nice family dinner. 

one where my dad does not nitpick every little thing.

one where i can hold my tongue so that there

is no arguing. 

one where my family really talks.

i hope my dad will be fine without me.

without my mom for about ten days.

i'm so thankful that he is doing better.

thank You for everything.

EVERYTHING.